Mr. SOKI (HUSTLER LIFE)

Kehte hai ki aap ki 6 mahine ki mehtan aapko 5 sala ke success ke bara bar hoti hai, so me chathta hu aap Gaayab ho jawo, aap disapper ho jawo, sab se, puri duniya se dur ho jawo... ------ no posting, no talking, no parties, sirf aur sirf  apne aap pe mehant, aur sab se dur ho jawo, aur mehnt karo apne aap pe. aur duniya se gyab ho jawo jese ki ek bhut hota hai, jese ek gost hota hai --- Me nahi chahta hu aaj jaha hu, aaj jo me hu, aur wese hi meri zindgi rahe.  Me gayab ho jawo ga, aur sirf, sirf apne aap pe dhyaan dunga, apne aap pe kaam karunga, aapne aap ko improve karunga, aur apne apka best version banunga, and ' ye chunoti me tumhe deta hu' ---- sab nagative chize chhod dunga jo meko ruka ti hai aage badnese, me sirf, aur sifr mehnta karunga, jo meko chiye wo hasil kar ke rahunga, KEHTE HAI, KISMAT MOUKA DETI HAI, MEHANT CHOKA DETI HAI.. Apni Mehnat  ko jab tak secret rakhiye jab tak aap success  nahi hota jate. --- "Aap ko jo zindgi chiye, wesi zindgi aap ki ...

I listen every time the sound of police van, and having fear of may be some police officer are coming to take me..allah, this is why I'm not living my best life, always having fear in my life,.. As, I know that, because of fear you will never grow or never life you life.. this is real fear of my life.. this is because of my one bad decision, while you will take risk, believe open you eyes, and take risk.. This risk will destroy my family life as well my life (already spoiling)... To take out of this i have to leave this company... As already i had left all of my business with zero amount in my pocket.. I already asked allah to remove me from this life . I'm already good money, but looks satisfaction and fear is really important..  I'm not satisfied with this company as I started with zero, now having 10 people in my team as well in 5 month i achieved 1 Crores in sales..  But this is all illusion, and stoping me to achieve something worth while.. But this is really tough tim...