Its really hurt when we reject from anything.
This is what happen to me yet.
How can I describe this, I don't know, but I'll try to structure my situation in this post.
What my current feeling :
Negative,
Mood off,
Guilty,
Failure,
Rejected,
Loser, and more and more. 😒
Day and time: Thursday, August 23, 2018 (7:00 PM)
Actually, it starts when I received call my company where I gave my interview before 15 days ago, so basically, I was selected in the interview but later she said we gonna inform you for your joining hence we need more time. I said, okay.
And I got a call today early morning and she said we will send you mail. the date of your joining and details so refer all and let us know.
I said okay.
Later till then evening 5 pm I didn't get any mail so I called again, and she said 'I actually we wanted two candidates but now we have changed our mind and we decided to hire one candidate and We have selected two candidate one of you and another is girl, so we are deciding whom to select hence we need some time and we gonna let you know if your selected hence I haven't mail you anything ' and I said 'Ok I'll wait for your reply'
And later maybe around 6 pm,
I received one more call and she said 'I'm sorry we have selected the other candidate and not you, so best wishes for you and your future.'
This was f*king hurt me so deeply. yaar you know I gave my 100 per cent, and I was selected, even though I'm rejected. f*ck.😞😟
There is a lot of questions goes in my mind ;
Really why this is happening with me?
What can I do next?
Why? Why? Why? 😟
Some other thoughts :
Why F*kkng I waited for this?
I'm really basted, I don't have to, yaar..
What will do next?
Yaar, I need to pay my rent, how gonna I'll pay?
What can I next?.
Etc..
I brock badly.. 😞
I really quit situation, don't know how to manage my self.
You know I read lots of books but really when you're in that situation, you can't handle your self. And that's true.
I feel so bad with my self that, what can I do with my life & future..
f**kn you know, I rejected every interview..and work.
What will happen in the future?😞
SO THIS MY PRESENT FEELING WITH REJECTION..
WELL, I GONNA WRITE ANOTHER POST, ON HOW I GET OUT OF MYSELF FROM THIS REJECTION ?.
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Till then see you bye..stay positive..
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not problem, give again, don't give up, move on for other things
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