I It's really hard moment, and happy moment for me! I don't able to describe it, but
It started from morning, when my dad came into to Mumbai, and today he return to villa,
And my dad call me from, my di's number,
And he asked 'where do you working'
Me, "pappa, SBI"
Dad, "No, tell where?, you change your job, in 6-5months?"
Me," nah, papa I'm changing department" with securely,
Dad, "do one thing, prepare your passport and go out of India, and come to gujarat, you don't need to stay in Mumbai, come home,"
Me, "No, papa, please, I'll stay here, please"
Dad, "hum ko koi jyda paisa ny kamana, bass,"
Me, "papa 😔"
Dad, "tell me truth, your saying anything us and we are accepting that yes, maybe your doing those, can, kasam kha meri?"
Me, "no, papa but i left 😔, but I'm same company, like SBI, and same work" felt crying,
Dad, "no, tell me, what you want to do?"
Me, with like crying voice "papa, actually, i don't want to any company, or job, like everyone doing it."
Dad, "sunn, don't listen other people, don't follow othet, please do job, that's why, Hum ne aap padhaya hai, so why? See, your well educated, and educated people, work for companies and doing job, and uneducated people do, business"
Me, "Papa, that's right 😔, I've dream for you and mummy. see, this jobs, never afford my dream, how much I'll earn, my friends working in job earning, 20k to 30k,and I'll earn good money, higher than, my friends, like 50k and more, but dad, that's not sufficient for me, if I'll setup business (dhanda) then per month, I'll make 1Lto2L, and Daddy, What i die, I'll get bigger regret on the death bed, daddy, me ROwunga, i don't want please, ki me apni mom and dad ke dreams ko, puri nay kar paya, please dad, I don't want to die like this, see, pappa, you and mumma supporting till now, so you why i can't take advantage, I'll take more risk dad, will do something big,jo garibi dekhi, hum ne, next hum ko nay dekhna hai,"(almost crying)
He said, "Kitna paisa hai,"
Me, "no papa, nothing, i think, di's having 7k and I'll get payment in this month, 15k"
Daddy," ok, see, you can do business in Rajkot & ahmedabad also, there is lots of people are doing it"
...... Contn...
Writing : 14th March (10.00pm)
Me, "no papa, I'll do, in Mumbai whenever I want to, and inshallah, I'll do something big"
Dad, said 'ok bacha, do whatever you want to' with happily, continuing '' my blessing with you, and we'll pray for you and your business, inshallah, you'll succeed, in your work' ☺
I'M REALLY HAPPY AND SAD ALSO,
😊 happy because, i got full permission, and i don't have to hide anything & anyone, my mum & dad agreed with me, hence now their is no one will holding me, time is to do, anything, i want, there is none of the thing, stop me,
And I've to prove myself, to my parents, that's i can, i will anx I'm big one,
😔 Sad because, i hided the things from my dad, bu no more.
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So what next, i think, whatever happens wuth us, is really maybe god plans, and we have to accept,
God plans will be bad, but don't stop, you no anymore,
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Next Thing :
Now, next What?,
I think some fears,
Like, what if i fail, what can i say to my parents, what my presents dream, this is right decision? Lots of questions,
Are goes into my mind,
But What keep me going is?
Brother, keep going, if you try, atleast, I won't have regrets, try every one things, if you fail, don't worry, fail again, try again and again, but don't stop, and no more worries, now you've to work for your parents, but make sure yourself, fear, excuses, laziness, thoughts, people, will not stop you, don't listen, keep going, next venture to next ventures, and most important don't ask for help to anyone, cause it's your decision, so face it 😈, NOW ITS YOURS TIME, STOP ALL, GO ALL IN...
☺ O N E L I F E, N O R E G R E T S ☺
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